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[Mar. 21st, 2006|08:06 pm] |
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So ive learned alot this weekend that i would never have exspected ,but i guess it has all been for the better. And i dunno how to explain it but... All i do know that is without courtney i dont think i would have made it threw this weekend without being able to talk to her about things and get her opnion on things along with trying to figure stuff out. So courtney thank you for everything this weekend and everything you have done for me i love you.
And ofcourse i couldnt have gotten cheered up without chickitty Do Night =) And lets see last night me adn courtney worked together along with everyone else and it was just a straight up hectic night at ritas we gave over 2,500 free water ices away and there was never one second without anyone at the window, Thanks court for jinxing us, you know what i take that back i dont love you, you fat bitch! =)
But the night went quick which was night and ofcourse jim,jon,mike,eric all came to visit me good times good times =) not courtney they came to see me.Lets see whatelse i have to work tonight again from 5-9 i dunno why though because there has to be something wrong with you if you are planning on going out when yes its snowing i can see the flirries to get waterice.... so dont come! unless its for me ;)
And im glad most of all because things are going back to normal ,even though last night i said this , but i honestly think this time they are going back to normal just like we planned =) I get my license in 8 days woot woot. cant wait, humm whatelse i think thats it..
theres something strange going on in my head
it says if i would get in a car right now
north carolina is where i would end
at to your door stop is where i would be bound
so whisper the words that ive always wanted to say
and watch as the sun rips this blue sky a w a y
because the colors are always changing
so stare up at the clouds
and atleast you know your always looking up
so --------- can u remember sitting on my side
on the bank of the deleware river talking about life
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[Mar. 19th, 2006|06:32 pm] |
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So last night was a good night. Deffently what i needed for a cherring up. I had word for the first time again in like ever with courtney on friday it was .... lets jsut say its good to be back! =). Saturday night i went to deptford with gabby tina and holly to watch some jazz band thingy i dunno.. We will just skip the rest of that night moving on. Then comes last night around 7 o clock chris picked me up then we went and got courtney.
Then we all headed to the mall for a fun fucking filled night. But ofcourse on the way i had to get chris' "crayola Window Markers" out and start graffiting his window while court i think just wrote her name on the back psh , boring. You fat bitch, lmao. SO then we got to the mall went toooo hot topic first and i bought a UnderOath hoody which is pretty sexy i think. then we went to spencers where i got my free new sexy black and red belt.
Courtney and chris were so scared lmao, they were like let me go first wait here let us go out first. so just to scare the shit out of them i made sure i walked right next to them out of the store and chris was like speed walking haha. then we went to the candystop where umm yeah we got some nerds and chocolate btw... were ever we go with reese cups court had to buy them because she is fat =).
so umm yeah only half the nerds we ate pretty much the rest ended up getting thrown at jess and steve that we saw i hit her right in the back and she didnt even notice psh.. then some went in courtneys hood and her purse that she dosent know abotu untill she reads this =) humm whatelse we went to sam goody chris bought a cd i boguht a monkey poster =) and then as we were walkingo out i moshed on the floor mat thing with this retarted lady who was having fun on it =)Then we went in pacsun where i saw the sexies shirt ever which i need to have omfg. Then we all god white sunglasses and took a picture with them god were sexy nerds =). ofcourse we didnt buy the glasses tho we put them back.
And then comes the grand finally of the night (Part1) we were walkingo tu and in the little section of doors is all these little goth punk poser girls sitting there dancing me and chris convinced courtney to take a hand ful of nerds and chuck them at them by her self. she was like so scared and wouldnt do it but me an chris convinced her so chris got the car and i held all our bags we put our stuff in the car and just sat infron of the mall court walked back up laughing the whiel time launches them at the girls faces and starts laughing and runs out...
i think we were all in tears and the girls were liek "what the...?! and jsut to piss them off we came back another time and flipped them off and ofcourse get this the fattest one of them all attempts to chase the car hahaha but thank god chris dosent have a license plate light =)
and then my little chickitty Do's im sorry to tell you but the rest of the night(part2) is confidential and only me chris and court will only kno what went on that night, but i do say it was amazing and will never be forgotten =) |
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[Mar. 17th, 2006|02:16 am] |
| Your IQ Is 90 | 
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average
Your General Knowledge is Above Average |
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[Mar. 12th, 2006|07:52 pm] |
This is how it’s been, this is how it will be
and when you wake up with him, remember when it was me
and I always will be waiting for you
and I know that you will never see...that
I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say, yeaheeyeah
Do you remember when, you used to laugh there with me
and now I’ve become the joke, a punchline’s all I will be
and I always will be waiting for you
and I know that you will never see ...that
I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say
You’ll be waiting for the rest of your life
just so you can finally miss him
These words don’t mean a thing but I’ll say them anyway
...anyway, yeah
I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say...but
I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say, yeahheahh
‘cause I can’t break away |
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[Mar. 8th, 2006|05:11 pm] |
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So its been one week since i have updated this thing, But have no idea what to say in it at all. This week i have testing all week so ive been going into school at 8 and leaving around 10:30-11 and going home or well to the torres to spend some guality time. SO yesterday i went to the torres and walked to there house from school we drove to waw to get some lunch. This time john didnt steal anything tho =). Then we went back to his house to eat and watched musci videos and tv, then when vanessa and mike got home we practiced downstairs well attempted to atleast. Me and john made a beautiful picture of vanessa lezzing out =) then we watched paper soliders i think it was called. haha pretty funny movie, im a pussy P.U.S.S.C pussss C ... too funny.
SOcwe went downstairs i got an idea for a song while miek was playing drums and its starting sound pretty good then we got a mic out for john but me and mike practiced our screaming, lmao too funny SUCK MY DICKKK =) Vanessa is a whoreeEEE.. had to be there. then when it got to loud me and john went upstairs to work on a acoustic song and after a little bit miek came up stairs and it turned into a big quality time on jims bed with john and mike. Good times well untill we broke jims bed and umm had a picture fall down onto mieks face but besides that...
then i came home around 7 and that was pretty much my night i came on the computer for a little bit then i watched some miami ink before bed. |
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[Mar. 1st, 2006|08:41 pm] |
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so um i dont kno where to start. Life has been alright i guess besides for my lonelyness. And school has been good too actually now that i havent went to drama club (carmens) in over 2 weeks.... and go with the torres to bk for lunch instead everyday. i went to the movies with courtney eric john and suzzane to see curious george.... awesome movie
So i had a concert monday night that me chris and john went to, sadly jim or mike couldnt go because of jims posterbaord sixe of a cell phone bill :( poor guys watching flava flav all night. Me and chris went to rx and got red bulls and chocolate. For the way there, but sadly the trip there was way longer then we exspected. because it only took us 2 hours to find north star bar. and it was on 26th but sadly we ended up on 52nd and since all the streets are one ways it made it 100% harder to find the place, but eventually we almost made it and stopped at a gas station for directions. And Gianna and her friend helped us out with directions and told it was right down the street, so we hoped back in the car drove their made our own parking spot.
We hopped in lien and had to wait half a hour but it wasent too bad. We finally got inside and it was pretty small but good enough because it was an awesome concert over all. So they say opened up the show and were really good. Then My American heart was next which i loved there so amazing. After them was paramore <3 all i have to say for them is Hayley Williams is a goddess and is my soon to be wife because she is amazing. so then while we were waiting for halifax to come on i had torres do a little favor for me =) which he did and i love him for because he always has my back
so then halifax was up which headlined but werent that great at all so after teh second song we decided to leave out but first we had to geto ur merch. but on the way to teh tables we saw valencia and we all started talking to them about stuff. I love how they all know the torres and chris and remember them. I went to the MAH table got my sexy shirt talked to dustin, then me and chris got pictures with hayley williams .... amazing once again. then we left and we god hoem no problem with my nice skills. |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2006|10:31 pm] |
I dont know how i am going to write this post or even attempt to put all these feelings into words, but im goin to try anyway and see how it all works out in the end. It all started about 2 weeks ago. And now with the video and pictures. I cant take it anymore this time ive finally given up on everything. And courtney im sorry to say this but that promise we had a long time ago and ive had kept for so long untill now is finally going to end right after this entrie because i cant take it anymore i really cant.
Everything that has gone on has just all added up to this point and this is when i explode. From my whole fucked up life has caused me to feel this way and unwanted and this way about all this .. ill explain everything that i cant write in here to you later. Fuck this journal entrie im done....
see all those people on the ground
wasting time try to hold it all inside
just wanna lie top of the world
sitting here wishing the things ive become
that something is missing
maybe i
what do i know
and now it seems like i have found
nothing at all
wanna hear your voice out loud
slow it down slow it down
without it all im choking on nothing
its clear in my head
im screaming for something
knowing nothing is better then knowing it all
on my own |
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[Feb. 21st, 2006|07:53 pm] |
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So i guess ill pick it up from after Art Class. I pretty much slept because for some reason i was tired but around 5 my mom brought me to my grandmoms for the night to hang out with my cousin. We drove around most the time and just relaxed and played video games. After he started falling asleep and doing the most random shit ever which was hilarous it was only me up and talking to the other chris on the computer having fun croping pictures and stuff.
So i ended up going to sleep at 4 in the morning. Sunday i was Sleeping untill 10. had soem breakfast then went to ginos with my two cousins to play paintball for 5 hours straight. Which was a crazy time and alot of fun. And i might add im pretty nice at paintball if i do say so myself. After wards lmao we got a ticket on the way home for speeding haha. Too funny. Humm i came home because i have a thingy to go to for christian sullivan. So i went to that got home just in time for the 2nd best show ever. Greys Anatomy and watched that downstairs by the fire. Went to sleep at 11.
Monday. I forget what i did actually even tho it was yesterday umm oh most the time i just slept and watched tv because i had to stay home for dinner. But then after dinner i went out with chris to the mall for something to do. We both got senses fail hoodies. which is pretty comfortable! Then we attempted to get guages but im not 18 so i guess im gonna have to do it myself , but since i already have the one ear done im half way done woot. Now i just have to peirce he other one and go get guages.
After the mall we went to courtney effin caseys house which is always fun. We eneded up watching saw 2 with matt in the end HA in your face court. And that movie is crazyyyy and i loved the whole thing. except for the parts i couldnt hear during chris and courts talking jeese. And im pretty sure i called every part before it happened right court? just because im too nice.
SO then we left around 9 i went home fell asleep. And we had school today blah blah blah boring as hell then we finally start painting tomorrow woot woot. But i think thats enough for an update. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2006|04:48 pm] |
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So deffently an awesome night if i do say so myself that it turned out last night. I went to ciocontes for dinner and saw suzanne like every friday night. And got my scrumcious buffalo chicken cheese steak god it was so good then john torres told me that he was picking me up in liek 20 minutes and im going with him courtney effin casey eric and craig to the movies to see date movie.
So while i was waiting for them i was talking to jenelle , what an awesome and pretty exciting conversation if i say so myself. then io left and we went to the mall first and i saw mi gurdo :) we met up with jim on his break from mcdonalds so he wa their for like 10 minutes .. who goes to the mall on their work break lmao and then met up with gabby and holly to talk to them for a little bit and burned off all my taste buds.... good times. So then we left an went to go see Date Movie , omg it was so funnny like every part me and john were in tears.
Then on the ride home we get on the topic of mooning people. so hey it puts me in the mood. so every red light and time we stopped i was mooning whoever. john eric court and craig were all in like tears watching me the whole time. So then we got on the highway and NO ONE was around so i wasl iek wtf i got eric to slow the car down to like 55 on the highway just so someone could catch up. SO this lady catches up we speed up to get next to her and i must have been mooning her for atleast 2 minutes straight and every time she would try to get away eric would speed up to her to stay with her. We took many pictures ill show u them if u'd like to see them lmao...
Overall it was an awesome night and so much fun. Then this morning i went to rowan with marry for art class. It was really fun but i can tell already its going to be a challenging class today we did still life with like a million things on the table with like 4 lights going at them from all differnt ways to make all these shadows. it was hard, and i hate stil lifes to begin with but overall i think it looked good when i was done. so then tonight im going to my grandmoms and where ever i feel like going tonight so let me know guys movies or mall if u want or to party i dont care. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|11:25 pm] |
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Web Cams And Porn. My favorite!
So its good to say that everything is slowly getting back to normal. 42 days untill my birthday and god cant i wait to be able to drive myself! Then prom is not too long right after that woot i cant wait, yumm philly girls are freaks. along with Beach Jam. :) Lets see this week has been okay i guess we had alot of snow so we had a two hour delay on monday and we have off friday and off next monday. This saturday i will attempt to go to rowan again for a art class. Hopefully this time it dosent get screwed up. Then next tuesday all week long i get to work on a canvas painting of Jack And sally its going to look hot as hell!
Tonight bob has poker and my mom has some party with sarah so i get to stay home alone woot woot how exciting. Web Cams and Porn. Calm down people its a joke, i wouldnt want anyone to assume anything and get mad :) Humm what else yesterday was valentines day. And always it sucked because well the holiday sucks in general. I didnt have a valentine, and didnt get one even peice of candy from anyone even my parents. And thats how you can tell im so loved.
Humm i need to go see curious George sometime soon and get the soundtrack before i forget about it because i really want to see that, since Jack Johnson did all the songs for it which is awesome. So i just went to take some trash out , once again i hate the fuckin snow, i cant wait untill summer so ill be in north carolina for 3 weeks surfing 24.7. Well i think im done now since my hand is getting tired so im gonna end it here. |
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[Feb. 12th, 2006|04:10 pm] |
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well what a wonderfull weekend this has been. It started off by me post to be going to rowan for my first art class you know i thought we had ti all figured out mary was gonig ot pick me up but noo she dosent. And goes with out me, Thank you mary your such a pal. Then ofcourse it starts snowing which means no one would be able to come over or i couldnt drive anywhere. Thank you snow i enjoy you so much. I love the way you turn my fingers purple. God i love the cold wet snow its so much fun isnt it :). So i slept all yesterday from like 2-5 because it was snowing and i couldnt do anything else.
Last night i stayed home and watched bewitched and talked on the computer for a little bit. Today i was post to go to the movies to see curious George but it dosent seem like thats happening. And tina wont be coming over because she wont be able to drive. So once again my weekend was perfect and i hope all of you has as much fun as i am having in the oh so wonderful joyfull snowing weather. I swear it snows just to piss me off because it knows how much i hate it. Then ofcourse its back to gay school tommorrow yippy.
Well its 11 in the morning and nothing is going to happen today so i mine as well just go back to sleep an sleep all day into tonight because my life sucks therwe is nothing to do so im just gonna freakin go back to sleep. |
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[Feb. 10th, 2006|04:47 pm] |
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So lets see last night i came home went to my grandmoms. Talked to like no one on the computer because i have no friends. But whatever around 5:30 my dad came and picked me up we stopped at wawa for some coffee yummy. then headed to his house. Good the last time i was there was a while back a little bit before that halloween. Good time lol. Anyway sat down talked for a little bit then marie came home and we all decided to go to chillis for dinner. My favorite :) i got the buffalo boneless wings... yummyy.
SO we all talked and took our time eating talked about careers for me and i explained to them about the whole art situation and stuff like that. And my dad supported me wanting to be a tattoo artist which was kinda shocking but i was glad he approved. Went to his house after for a little bit went on the computerand he showed me the house we are gonna be staying at in north carolina with my god parents and jesse and james. God i cant wait. Then going back for another 2 weeks with my parents. And florida for spring break. Its gonna be bangin. So they took me home i talked to tina for a little bit on the phone.
Today was an okay day i guess nothing really exciting happening i came to my grandparents again to spend some more time with my grandmom plus i had to get my hair cut so. I think its too short but i dunno it may look good who knows. I hate my hair no matter what so i mine as well just shave it all off lol. Tommorrow were post to get alot of snow yippy that means im gonan spend all of tommorrow in my house for sure. because i absoutly hate the snow and cold. But first in the morning i start my first lesson at rowen with mary in art so that should be exciting and i cant wait. Well i think im done this entry because i am running out of things to say. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2006|12:37 am] |
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So i havent updated in ever. So i dont even know where to start. im finally starting to do good in school and actually try to do my work. Since im bored and have nothing better to do. But saturday i start art lessons untill april at rowan with mary cant wait woot woot. Then the other day i finally got to start talking to becca again. Since i havent talked to her in everrr. It was nice to talk to her and see how she has been. And talk about stuff, and we are planning on going to see a movie soon as it comes out. Which i dunno when but whenver it comes out were going to see potc2.
humm whatelse has happened. the band hasent practiced in ever its dieing fast and once again ill be back to myself. Today buck came over and we went to teh soccer field to kick the ball around with dominque. Hey guys isnt this weird we all are single now. nice buck realll nice. So we all just sat down and talked about stuff. then we all headed to her house for some fun. Because its never boring at her house. Ex. homemade slip n slides. ANd now to add to the list saccom bopper fights between me and buck as dom took pictures. too funny. We al messed around with the guitars and piano. then around 6 me and buck walked home and i had dinner. and now a million people are over my house for poker.. splendid.
Then tommorrow i get to go out to dinner with my father jsut by our selves since amber backed out. whatever i dont care. just more time to spend alone with my father. then i get a hair cut on friday how exciting.... not well i guess im done this now. |
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[Feb. 4th, 2006|08:11 pm] |
Do you remember when we first met
I sure do
It was some time
In early September
You were lazy about it
You made me wait around
I was so crazy about you
I didn't mind
So I was late for class
I locked my bike to yours
It wasn't hard to find
You painted flowers on
Guess that I was afraid
That if you rode away
You might not roll back
My direction real soon
Well I was crazy about you then
And now the craziest thing of all
Over 10 years have gone by
And your still mine
We're locked in time
Lets rewind
Do you remember
When we first moved in together
The piano took up the living room
You'd play me boogie woogie
I played you love songs
You'd say we're playing house
Now you still say we are
We build our get away
Up in a tree we found
We felt so far away
Though we were still in town
I remember watching
That old tree burn down
I took a picture that
I don't like to look at
Well all these times
They come and go
Alone don't seem so long
Over 10 years have gone by
We cant rewind
We're locked in time
But your still mine
Do you remember? |
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[Jan. 30th, 2006|06:35 pm] |
So my life has hitten a alltime low just when i didnt exspect it.im still grounded untill i dunno when . And now its even worse. Like i dont know what to do wit myself at this point or say honestly anymore. I cant go surfing i cant draw anymore and i cant write music. SO i guess life is prety much screwed. like i honestly dont know hat do do anymore. My life sucks just like i told you. All i want is a girl to stay with me no matter what. But i guess im alot easier to give up then i thought. In the end i just really hope that this time its different and this time they keep their word unlike the others and do what they say. Because in he end after the 4 weeks and it dosent happen i mine as well give up.i dont evne know what to fuckin type on this thing anymore. im sure no one will read it anyway so whatever.
I’ll be by the front door
We’ll leave when you want
You’re having a good time
And you know me
I’ll wait around
I’m standing outside now
No one’s around
It’s so cold
My lips are numb
I’ll sit on the front steps
And wonder if I will completely freeze out here
I hear you from inside
You laughing the way
You do when I’m not there
And you know me
I’ll wait around
I’m standing outside now
No one’s around
It’s so cold
My lips are numb
I’ll sit on the front steps
And wonder if I will completely freeze out here |
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[Jan. 27th, 2006|08:32 pm] |
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Well i havent updated in ever. So i dont even know where to start on this damn journal enrie. Lets see school as been going good i guess. No mid- terms unlike Gateway HA in your face. Um No drama hank god . Well atleast for me but for sad other people there is. But i wont get on that. I havent seen tina in ever and i barely get to talk to her on the phone since im still grounded. But it has been alot better since supposly im getting my own phone line finally and the cell phone back soon so we dont have to deal with these messes anymore.
Me and tina are still together. We have been together for 2 months and 1 day. ANd i couldnt ask for more. She is perfect for me even tho she may not think so but she is. And i love her to death. And i just hope everything will go back to normal so i can start talkng to her on a regular basis again. Well i have nothing really else to say besides i cant wait untill march because then i will be able to see her so much and i will have my licenase so life will be so much easier for me. No more asking for rides anywhere and ill be able to go where ever i want.
i love you tina |
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[Jan. 17th, 2006|03:37 pm] |
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So its been awhile once again since i have updated on this livejournal.And i have no idea what to type. Im still grounded from the computer and phone and have no idea still when im getting both them back. But it has been better since i can talk to tina a little bit everynight. Which makes all the difference since thats the onl one i talk to anyway. Sunday night i went to the movies with her to see king kong. And the movie was amazing even tho i totally didnt concentrate the whole time since tina was very distracting during it. ;) but i dont mind. Then when we were leaving we almost got hit with a cup of soda. Always nice. But it was amazing to be able to see tina again and be able to kiss her i missed you so much sweetie
Then today nothing happened. "not one effin thing" then i got dropped off by our groupie laura and mi guardo. Me and nick ran two miles and started working out then just when i think we are done . Mr pitts gets home and says he is going running 2 1/2 miles. So guess who is going running again today lol. Me and nick so i guess i will end this now.
<3 i love tina :) |
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[Jan. 12th, 2006|09:23 pm] |
Well lets see i havent updated in ever maybe because i havent been allowed on the computer in ever. Umm life has pretty much sucked i guess lately all because i havent been alowwed on the computer or the phone so i havent gotten to talk to tina in ever that much at all which sucks since i pretty much went from everynight on the phone to not at all for liek 3 weeks straight it sucks. But i finally got to see her tonight at riverwinds for a swim meet. She did good and i was so glad i got to see her again and kiss her because i missed seeing her so much. And it was killing me not to be able to hold you. well its not even my house and i already got kicked off the computer so i guess im done this entry for now.
<3 tina i love you |
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[Jan. 4th, 2006|10:57 pm] |
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I love how when i come home everyday, i am coming home to irrational assholes. Yes that would be my parents.Because all i ever do is get yelled at anymore by them non-stop and its complete bullshit. I finally start doing good in school for once and actually attempting to getting good grades. And i get pretty much yelled at for it. I come home and they give me this big lecture on how all my privalages are taken away no cell phone, no regular phone at all. Only for a couple minutes if im lucky.
Also having to be in bed by 9:30 and having to study at night. And you know why this is happening. Because my life fuckin sucks and always will. They will never truly understand me like how well they think they do. Giving me a big speech on how if i come home with a failure on my report card everything will be gone for me. And according to them i most likely will. I cant stand living here anymore and i cant wait untill my birthday then ill never be home and ill make sure of it. Even if i have to move out.
I guess the world is just out to get me. Soon as i start doing good with myself everyone has to come down on me and im just tired of it, turning straight edge nope. God dosent help me out there by making them nicer to me thanks buddy. I dont know anymore i mine as well just give up since i never get approved of any by my parents and never will since they always assume the worst for me. Probably because i suck at life. Im sorry who evers time i just wasted by them reading this pointless and worthless entrie about my life.
<3 love you tina |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2006|07:51 pm] |
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So new years was amazing with tina =). And had an amazing conversation with tina on the phone for like a couple hours... well good times.. all i have to say is walls =)Then yesterday i went to best buy with my mom and bought oceans 12, ufc ultimate knockouts 1 & 2 fightclub and a ipod cover. Then i went to strawbridges to get my tickets for this friday but they were all sold out so i guess im not going to that. went to chick fil a for lunch yumm yumm. Then came home and had homemade soup for dinner bangin.
Then ofcourse got on the phone with tina for a little bit but then i had to get a shower adn wasent alowwed to call her back sincei ahd school today but i called her anyway and got caught so my mom flipped out and thats why i had to hang up quick tina sorry...
then she flipped out on me this morning so i just kept my mouth shut and left without saying anything. today was an alright day back to school i guess nothing exciting since its paulsboro.. owell i cant wait for this friday 3 hours =) raging hormones. Then ofcourse 2 months 26 days untill freedom
<3 love you tina |
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